Okami Amaterasu (
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itsjustcambot2012-06-11 08:50 am
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Sixth sunrise
[Ammy looks worried again, although now it's for entirely different reasons. She whines, and holds up a drawing depicting the little puppy version of her, complete with a little sun, and a question mark.]
[Has anyone seen her son, Chibi? She hasn't seen or smelled him around the ship since they finished the riffing.]
[Has anyone seen her son, Chibi? She hasn't seen or smelled him around the ship since they finished the riffing.]
Sorry this is so long. And for Ammy's confusion. And for sadness. ;_;
Not all of it's bad. MakubeX said he likes me as more than a friend.
[She smiles a little wistfully]
Only, I've only ever had friends, and I don't even know if I can feel the same way because Replicas don't have hearts. If..If I could, I don't even know how I would know. I told him I could try, but if I can't, I don't want him to get hurt.
Only, sometimes, even when you do your best, you still end up hurting people, I guess.
[Her expression saddens and she sounds like she's having to work hard to control her voice.]
Roxas...I thought if I faded back into Sora, then maybe he'd have a chance. A little more time at least. Only the Organization wouldn't allow that and in the end it was him or me.
[Her voice falters for a moment, then she continues more quietly.]
I didn't want it to be me. So I made sure he made sure it was him.
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[The rest of it, however, Ammy finds a little confusing. She knows both Roxas and Sora were here, and were Xion's friends. But why would she have to give herself up to give either of them time? She gave Xion more of a curious look.]
Didn't want to write the whole infodump--this is long enough, and I think you know the story. :3
I guess you think I should give it a try, huh, girl?
[The thought had her smiling as she scritched Ammy's ears for a moment. Then it faded, but her voice didn't waver as she answered Ammy's curious look.]
I'm sorry, I wasn't explaining very well. Roxas, Sora, and I...we're all connected, but the way in which we are means that really we're all part of a whole in a way; one that wasn't meant to be split up. It was Sora first, then Roxas split from him, the I was made from some of Sora's memories. Only, I kept taking memories from him...
[She managed a basic explanation--it was getting easier, the more often she told it and the longer she was here. The difficult part was at the end, and her voice grew softer as she added what Roxas had told her.]
From what Roxas said, the Organization found me and sent me to fight him. In the end, I lost--I think because I didn't really want to win.
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[As to the solution to that...she doesn't really know. However, she just offers her her best encouraging look. She is still here now, and she has the time to be friends without having to fight them. And it seems like she is using that time for happiness, which is the best that can be done.]
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At Nami's encouraging look, she smiles and gives the wolf's ears a scritch, then hugs her.]
Thanks, girl.
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Sorry for the name mix-up in the previous post. >_>